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isn't anyone interested in sharing thoughts about the care children in psychiatric hospitals receive?

there is so much to talk about. let's do it.

I hurt

What did i do differently than my peers? i have no life long friend that is interested in maintaining contact. I always thought I was a good person and a loyal friend. Nobidy likes me.

Age is not just a number

i may be healthy and fit, look years younger than I am, be as firm as someone twenty years younger, but it doesn't change the year I was born.

retirement without getting older??

wouldn't that be nice??? I am getting older, much older, in fact, i'm of retirement age, but neither do i have the time in nor the money to do it.

the homesless- do we have responsibilty?

Of course, we do. How can any american, especially those who can afford million dollar homes, designer clothes, cruises, vacations abroad, fine jewelrone y and spend 200.00 on shoes for a child, pass by someone, likely mentally ill, and perhaps throw him a bone or a buck, and think, "I gave through charities. I got my write off, and that is a win-win siutation. IT is not. These street people obviously did not get a big enough piece of a donation for sustenance, so they are asking for more. Don't you think it's degrading for them? Think of the as human beings who might have been productive citizens at one time ubtil tragedy struck.

what did i see at the cemetery? How did I feel at the cemetery?

outlines of graves made from grass. didn't experience much emotion. i dream about my parents as they looked before they died- lovely people with flesh over bones and voices that complimented and gave advice and with arms that hugged.=