new year's eve 2009-2010

SHIT!!!!!! Not another year of my life gone by- I AM A FREAKING SENIOR CITIZEN!!! It had to happen sooner or later- and it came about sooner. We can't figure out what to do to "celebrate"??????!!!!! I've been teary eyed about missing my parents and so many other people who were a huge part of my growing up years- I'm still growing up- but why the f- do I have to grow old too????